is it bad that everytime I hear “nevermind I’ll find someone like you, I wish nothing but the best for you too” I think of smokes, and my withdrawals due to the fact that I’m quitting…?

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perfection

tonight, I fell in love with The Hunger Games <3

sailedseas:

perfection

tonight, I fell in love with The Hunger Games <3

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I am addicted to smoking cigarettes.

I can announce that with no shame.
I can say this, because tonight I came to the realization that I NEED to quit. I need to stop fulfilling the need of a cigarette. The need of the temporary feelings it gives me afterwards - because it’s only temporary.

No matter how many people tell me it’s bad for me, or how I should quit - there is that one friend who’s opinion truly matters to you. And when you’re more worried to disappoint them, than to disappoint yourself…that means something.

My friend, tonight, he pointed out to me many things about smoking that I’ve always felt, but never fully addressed - mostly out of fear of realizing it.
When your friend tells you that they believe you weren’t meant to smoke…it means something. It hits you, deep.

And when you take the time to truly weigh out the cons, as opposed to the pros, it truly has an impact.

so I’m proud to say that tonight, as of March 30th, 2012 - I, Hillary - will no longer smoke a single cigarette for the rest of my life.

This is my promise. To my friends. To my family - to my younger cousins who idolize me, who I protect with my life. To the Tumblr, Facebook, and Twitter world. To my wallet.

and mostly to myself.

I want to read this over and over, and remember the strength that I had in this very moment - for the times when I know I will feel weak. I want this to serve as a reminder that I AM STRONG. I can conquer through anything if I set my heart and mind in the same place.

Today is the beginning of the rest of my life.

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